~Miya Speak Out Area~

(bear~) x 233

2011-12-03T04:43:00.002+08:00

im just too lazy to update this blog..

(bear~) x 231

2011-10-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

seriously.. returning back to FW could be a real chance that slip her promote away..
but she don't care, she enjoy FW real much!

(bear~) x 230

2011-09-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

She is so in love with the thief couple she had!
can't stop looking at those 2 thief which known being accuse wrongly..

was happy and surprise to see pinky being hang outside the locker~
upon check in, that's a BIG surprise.. haha!
xiexie!

(bear~) x 229

2011-09-04T03:17:00.002+08:00

it's been so long..
been cover myself with work but work.. little hard to update over here..
things are getting more and more tough..

After cross in MB, there are so much of things to learn and remember..
i hope i can handle and learn it well :)

Counting down to my Oct holidays now!
First time go oversea with working friends!
haha!
Unexpected that something .. LOL!
Well, i'll just pray hard that my M leave will approve, so i can enjoy my day well :)

Need to tell them i need a bed to myself and enjoy!

(bear~) x 228 ~Song of the day by this blogger~

2011-09-04T02:59:00.002+08:00

Bruno Mars

Grenade

PV

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
[ From : http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bruno-mars-lyrics/grenade-lyrics.html ]

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

Heard this from MTV channel, and keep on repeating in my head~

(bear~) x 227

2011-08-27T05:25:00.001+08:00

Thank you and see you soon too!!

(bear~) x 226

2011-08-26T06:00:00.000+08:00

hello!

Happy Birthday to all her lovely dearest 26 Aug babies friends out there!
May u all did enjoy this special day!!

(bear~) x 225

2011-08-06T16:36:00.002+08:00

Things is so much different now..
been going out with all MBS friends..
Life changes much after knowing them..

Thank you zombies is all i can say..
You all rocks!!

Zombies gang will remain the same~
Shall go out once again with the same people..

(bear~) x 224

2011-07-11T22:59:00.001+08:00

Heeeello~

starting from tomorrow~
12 to 14 July, it's her busy day!
haha~

Hopefully she enjoy this 3 days without any sadness~

(bear~) x 223

2011-06-22T01:35:00.002+08:00

Fallen sick and was pretty bad the few days back..
But surprising i was feeling much better after.. after..
after.. after.. after i seen someone..
perhaps this could be a joke to you all, but i really felt much more alive than that day..
Had a good rest i suppose..
Still coughing like mad woman till my sister can't take it..
flu been turning on off mode..

Everything seems alright..
i still kinda miss FW~
although one by one is leaving and towards other station..
But after all, FW is still the place that we all had fun and joy..
It's also the place where i notice my sunshine :)
So many things happen since May..
I don't know how should i react and share over here..
i felt tired to said it out again..
Things just happen too sudden..I'm like full of question marks..
some might know some might not know..
those who know just keep it to urself,
those who don't know, it's best that you don't need to know..

She's been emo since she start working..

I want to go MBS hotel!! hahaa~
planning planning.. might be going with colleagues and stay for a night :)
Sky park is the main purpose!! hahaa~

(bear~) x 222

2011-06-22T00:39:00.003+08:00

Translation from the book - Confession of Love

Page 5

After i met you,
My life had create another path,
A path that leads to you..

Page 5.5

I heard, if fallen on to someone, will try lots of way to read that person multimillion expression..
and fallen on to all the expression..
Now i know, the answer of that..
All of your expression, the one i like most is this..
Am i.. Poison?

Page 6

Can you call me?
Because the way you smile..
Keep on flashing around..
Want to see you.. i want to see your smile..

Page 6.5

After i fall in love with you, i change to another person..
Looking at the past me, sometimes i would laugh at it..
After i met you, i've been going through all this changes..
doesn't all this appear in lyrics? just like reborn.. my everything is different..
Don't you want to know what's different about me?

(bear~) x 221

2011-06-12T21:27:00.002+08:00

How is everyone?
It's been a month since my last update?
Recently been hook on some oldies songs..
i really love the old songs, why are they so god damn nice?

and they are just so nice to be fit into my current mood?
haha..
real love it lots..

Work is so far so good, been so long since saw my sunshine..
oops~ did i mention before i had my sunshine change???
It's no longer a D already.. It's someone that worth much that the D..
Why do i say? because at least i know where i can locate the new sunshine boy :)
But after i have my new sunshine.. stupid dept started the new cross training.. i been dump into a ROOM!! awh..
i can't see my sunshine anymore.. but only by chance of going on break.. sneak catch him..
haha..

whatever.. need to hunt for new sunshine if i nv have chance to see this current one~
maybe.. i nv know..
i might fall on it~ haha..

(bear~) x 220

2011-05-05T17:08:00.002+08:00

Konnichiwa..
Hello..

Here to update for a moment before i went for my nap..
how is everyone?
hello to all that drop by my blog..
i'm a lazy girl that used to promise and update my blog everyday~
haha.. i'll try to update here more, cause i have another blog in the other space..
a little private space to update there..
haa..

anyway, life been normal to me..
is just that recently being disturb by some of my colleague.. haha
same and different dept..
all stop laugh by all their talking..

thanks..
i know you people are just being nice :D

or you all have other motivation then that i don't know ok..
haha.. tag at my tag board if u know me.
thanks!

2011-05-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

~Song of the day by this blogger~

Jesse McCartney ft. Ludacris

How Do You Sleep?

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a girl like you
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

(Chorus 2x)
It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep.

Baby all that I hear from my friends again and again and again (they come and ask about you) (they say) we saw your girl at the game and damn we gotta say a big mistake by you.
Not only does your body bang but I miss the conversation too
Tell me that you couldn't sleep can't think can't eat till I come see you

If I had my way I'll come and get you girl
In your favorite car with the missing top
man around my way where we used to park
and did all those things to steal your heart

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

It's been about a year now
ain't seen or heard from you
I've been missing you crazy
how do you, how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
it still smells just like you
damn those sweet memories
How do you, how do you sleep, how do you sleep

ok, i heard this song at Malaysia Seoul Garden..
And all i do when i came back from Malaysia is hunt for this song..
Seriously this song is running in my head 24/7 now..
I'm so in love with it!

(bear~) x 219

2011-04-20T01:53:00.002+08:00

I'm speechless..
I'm tired..
I'm..

HEY!
Seriously, after i start work at there,
it's been really long i didn't update my blog..
i miss those old days flooding my blog.. haha..

hopefully no one i know in work knows about this blog..
JUST JOKING!
If you happen to know me, please leave a msg tag,
thanks a million..

It's been so long right?
omg! i am repeating the line!!
haha..
sorry for that, i'm a little out of mind due to lack of sleep you see..

Let's see..
Work is alright..
other than own area staff known..
start to know other dept too..
the super power version dept..

I don't know why, i just love to disturb that ...!
LOL! I am so born to disturb or bully anyone that i want..
kakaka..
No other meaning but i treat all as buddy~
haha.. more buddy more fun!
:P

(bear~) x 218

2011-04-06T04:50:00.004+08:00

~Song of the day by this blogger~

Selena Gomez & The Scene

A Year Without Rain

PV

Oooooh
Can you feel me when I think about you?
With every breath I take
Every minute, no matter what I do
My world is an empty place

Like I've been wonderin' the desert
For a thousand days
Don't know if it's a mirage
But I always see your face, baby

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh

The stars are burning
I hear your voice in my mind
Can't you hear me calling
My heart is yearning
Like the ocean that's running dry
Catch me I'm falling

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet
(Won't you save me)
There's gonna be a monsoon
When you get back to me
Ohhhh baby

I'm missing you so much

Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh

So let this drought come to an end
And make this desert flower again
I'm so glad you found me
Stick around me
Baby, baby, baby, oh
It's a world of wonder with you in my life
So hurry baby
Don't waste no more time
And I need you here
I can't explain
the day without you
Is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh
Ooohh, Ooooooooouuhh

Serious addicted to this song all thanks to Channel [V], keep on playing the short version music video.. LOL~
Love the lyrics a lot.. and do enjoy it even you are not a fans of Selena Gomez, but it's really a great song!

(bear~) x 217

2011-03-25T02:26:00.002+08:00

It's my special space over here, i can blog whatever things i wanna say out over here..
No one knows and no one will say it out..

If someone love or hates me can just come and find me directly.. LOL!

at here, i can speak out whatever things..

whomever i am notice at, whomever i am interested at, whomever i dislike..

oh well, shall not speak much.. what if someone that i dislike found out this blog?
haha..
this going to be fun..

whatever, first!
Been working 1 year at MBX already.. everything seems ok except the people there..
saw some cutie but only can be seen not forward..

(bear~) x 216

2011-02-08T03:48:00.001+08:00

Sick..

Should know her own condition whenever non-stop..
the virus attack..

oh well, happened is already happened..
what can be stopped?

anyway..
she's just hoping that this year 14 Feb, will be a slightly different day for her..
Just hoping only..

(bear~) x 215

2011-01-11T20:34:00.001+08:00

HELLO!

sorry for not updating here..
Kinda busy with the life..
Been to Japan and make it come true..

more photos can be seen at her Facebook!

(bear~) x 214

2010-12-01T01:17:00.002+08:00

Bear~ She is here to update!
It's been so long since her last personal update...

not sure did she mention about her bluetooth?
haha.. maybe she did but whatever..
The dealer she caught is now known as Mr bluetooth..
all thanks to her Colleague...

Reason?
Because her Colleague always wanna know who is the person she caught attention to..
so ask her to bluetooth that person image to her..
problem is.. she can't carry any phone with her..
LOL..
so..from that day onwards.. that dealer she is looking at.. is now knwn as Mr bluetooth..

She saw Bluetooth on the day she work midnight past few days back..
Bluetooth change and ready to go off she guess..

First time she caught him in home tee.. (cute cute cute)...
She can't move her eye sight away from him.. LOLLLLL..
BUT.. he caught her looking at him.. (OOPPPSSS)
she turn but she look back.. he turn away and look again..
LOL!!
Seriously.. that bluetooth is killing her..
He did enlighten her shift.. she can't stop smiling at the flash back image on her brain..
haha...

But right now.. she didn't know his name, his shift..
She can only catch him when she occur something bad and having a super bad mood..
this isn't first time.. it happen lot's of time when she is really down..
He appear.. :D

thanks..

(BEAR~) - Happy birthday to Tegoshiiiiiii~

2010-11-11T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to YUYA!

(BEAR~) - Happy birthday to RYO-Kun!

2010-11-03T02:45:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to RYO!

didn't have much Ryo photo in my lappy.. so..
just grab whatever picture i have in this lappy.. LOL!
Happy birthday to RYO from NEWS/K8~

May everything goes well to you!

(bear~) x 213

2010-10-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

i don't like last min..

(bear~) x 212

2010-10-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to myself!

(bear~) x 211

2010-09-23T04:15:00.003+08:00

It's in the middle of midnight, another words..
it's less than 2 hour before the day light..

she is here alone awake..
looking at her lappy..
she just watched finish NEWS unplugged LIVE..
It's awesome!
it's been so long the 6 meet each other..
if you happen to have chance to see the DVD somewhere..
Do take your time and sit down, watch it.
Yuya, Ryo, Shige, Massu, Keii, Yamapi..
This is NEWS.

Been told by weiling, hardly came online and update..
What can she do?
Her job is turning her life up and down..
today she is swing, after off she grave, off again she is day..
Looking back at Friendster.. Looking at those old comments..
It's really a GREAT memories.. missed those people so much..
Her online game friend, her classmate and so on..
used to be that fun.. now?
ha..

Anyway!
She receive her air ticket today..
shall ask her sis to copy it.. so she can attached with her leave form..
YOU-tachi!
She is coming!

(bear~) x 210

2010-09-22T03:21:00.002+08:00

Happy Moon-cake Festival!

got a last minute meet out with weiling-chan yesterday..
and bought moon cake.. anyway.. need to continue the meet out some other times..
Because..

Someone tagged her not long ago.. claiming that knowing her for bout 3 years..
and is trying to dig back her history..
She might know or she chose not to know..
Why must she open back the old history store room in her brain?
There's a reason why she kept and known it as history..

Why is there so many people digging out her history now?
Even one of her Colleague.. start asking her..
What kind of guys is she looking for?
out of a sudden? ask her this kind of question?

idiots..

(bear~) x 209

2010-09-15T02:10:00.002+08:00

Gees!

it's been a while since her last update.
anyway~

Recently she's busy with her work(as usual)..
Went out with thick skin queen and receive a super duper advance birthday present from her.. Which totally out of her mind.. LOL!

And bought a new watch on Monday..
The skull watch that she's been aiming for long time~

And a should be no problem speak out from her head of in-charge of her work place, regarding her December leave..

Seems pretty alright over all..

shall make it short cause working later on.
will update asap :D

(bear~) x 208

2010-09-01T14:05:00.002+08:00

~Song of the day by this blogger~

堂本光一 Domoto Koichi

Bad Desire

PV

It's out! Enjoy people! :D
Receive the album today and unwrap it!
It's totally awesome and the booklet is wonderful!
Rip the album into lappy already!!
And falling in love with Bad Desire!!

*drowning into Koichi Voice!*

(bear~) x 207

2010-08-30T16:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

Miya is here to stomp a while~
Her salary is YET in.. so is kinda SAD!

Stupid company fail to promise what they mention in the EA..

Anyway.. She's going out with Mrs Domoto T. For a Japanese buffet at Heeren.
Things were so complicated at work now a days..

First they want you do this, next day the other way..
some used to be mean to you now change to be nice to you..
while some used to be nice to you change to be strange to you..

human do really have LOTS of emo changing..

so many things happen.. gees~ wonder how she is going to stay on..
she miss so many people..
you, you, you and you...

(bear~) x 206

2010-08-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

Tired. .

(bear~) x 205

2010-08-10T20:33:00.002+08:00

more and more things happen. .
work is getting more and more full of HATEs. .

Complicated is happening everytime. .
Why is her salary that LOW~

She almost burn all her salary and it's only the beginning of the month. .

Reason?
Burn at :
- Koichi Domoto latest album. .
- Koichi Domoto endless SHOCK pamphlet
- Koichi Domoto Concert goods. .
- TegoMasu Concert goods. .
- NEWS Concert goods. .
- Paying her billsss. .
- New TV. .
- etc. .

how can she manage to save the money for her trip?
please please. .
If is able to OT, let her do!

(bear~) x 205

2010-07-28T03:10:00.000+08:00

Reason for working,

To clear the bills, to buy all favor items, to travel around.

things are just getting way to expensive. .

working is the best to get distract. .

anyway. .
counting down to december!

Do really hope she is able to save enough money. .

This is her only chance to go there. .

Praying hard :)

(bear~) x 204

2010-07-25T03:37:00.002+08:00

~Song of the day by this blogger~

山下智久 Yamashita Tomohisa

ONE IN A MILLION

PV

Lyrics
When did I start to neglect your kisses?
Now I’m burning, touch my mind
Darling, why you can’t see my eyes?
Baby, are we over?
An ability we have to be able to love each other
An ability that can’t get any greater than this
Baby, do you have another one?
It might conspire

Cause you’re my one in a million (My one in a million)
Just believe me like this
You are one in a million
When we met Baby, it’s my destiny (Baby, it’s my destiny)

I’m gonna trust in your words till the sun comes up
Smile in front of me one more time
One in a million
My one in a million (My one in a million)

Certainly having a sixth sense would be like having a super sense
Losing you would be another world from this
I wanna know the reason why I could change your mind now

If there’s still time, I wanna hold ya
Cause you saw me crying, so lonely soldier
Baby, I love you from the bottom of my heart [in] itself

Cause you’re my one in a million (My one in a million)
So never say goodbye
You are one in a million
Each time we embrace Baby, it’s my destiny (Baby, it’s my destiny)

I’m gonna trust in your words till the sun comes up
I’m gonna hunt you down, come day or night
One in a million
My one in a million (My one in a million)

Destiny and emotions surpass time
Because our eternal love will lead the way again
Be my one in a million
You’re the only one, so here we go

Cause you’re my one in a million (My one in a million)
Just believe me like this
You are one in a million
When we met Baby, it’s my destiny (Baby, it’s my destiny)

I’m gonna trust in your words till the sun comes up
I’m gonna hunt you down, come day or night
One in a million
My one in a million (My one in a million)

(bear~) x 203

2010-07-24T03:38:00.000+08:00

hello to all,

Time move really fast,

a minute is gone with a blink,

till then,

goodbye to all.

(bear~) x 202

2010-07-23T04:04:00.003+08:00

if only time allow. .
there won't be so many mistake. .

if only there won't be mistake taken. .

everything is going to be prefect. .

You're one in the million. .
Out there shining so hard for her to search. .
But why can't she spot you?
Will you step forward and look for her instead?

If in world you can't get it, will you mind going to the other world?
once in a life time. . if you will able to go to the other world, and the one in the million look alike is there, will you grab this chance?

She will, definitely she will. . because this world she is current at, she is unable to get it. . So why not try it at the other world if she is given a chance?

Off today. . manage to sleep real good thanks to the heavy rain. .
But didn't manage to go to the sky park. .
All thanks to the stupid idiot attitude staff. .
can really understand why people say the staff's is real damn rude at service. .
YOU are just lucky she never see YOUr name. . if not YOU will be scream all over the place where she will mark on. . Head over to Taka -> PS -> Liang Court. .
Bought quite a lot of things. . And bought back a new slippers at the same shop. . This time will never ever put the slipper outside her house. .

Not sure why, been hearing baby crying loud at this timing quite a few times already. .
She didn't notice any new born baby at her house near-by. . hmmmm. .

Saturday. . heard about something is going to be happen. .But she shall not mention it, just try to get less involve in those stuff. .BUT again, she need to prepare for OT. .
Shall drink lot's of chicken essence to keep her awake as soon as possible. .
What she really want is to put her near the dealer table where she can spot her cute boy.. LOL!
That's her main point ok! whahaha~
Ignore this blogger when she spotted new guy. . Imaging out of 2k< dealer, how smart is she going to hunt and look for the same dealer right?
Somemore her shift won't be the same also. . haha. .

let's see. . anyone looking for her? LOL!
Adios!

(bear~) x 201

2010-07-22T02:18:00.002+08:00

Finally is her off day. .
She will go to sky-park tomorrow :D
Pray hard the weather is going to be fine and not worse. .

Yesterday plan to give her shift manager a surprise cake. . Yet she took leave and no choice but to eat the cake away. . shall re-celebrate with her once she is back. .(she will be back bah. .)

Anyway! no sign of her cute dealer since that day. .
her stm is making her worse now. .
She hardly can remember the cute dealer face now. . but by the hair only. . LOL~
oh boy. . really there's no fun at work. .
only way for her to entertain herself is to search for cute guys. .

It's getting more and more sickening at work. .
People just keep on judging each other and make all the life difficult. .
oh boy oh boy. .

She shall hunt for more cute dealer after her off day!

Adios!

(bear~) x 200

2010-07-20T01:54:00.002+08:00

She spotted a cute guy at work!
this remind her when she work during at the previous job.
Because she is able to high those guys whenever she spotted with her colleagues..
Anyway! spotted this guy right in-front of her. .
Once in a while when there is no patron, she will look towards him. .
aka "k-k" look at the patron playing at his table but actually is looking at him! LOL!!
ok, no jokes..
It's been really long time she spotting guys at work ok..
after she left the previous jobs, really there is no time for her to high on anyone..

ok, she shall stop here because her eyes is closing..
and she shall go lala land find her darlingssss..

aidos to all.

(bear~) x 199

2010-07-19T03:09:00.002+08:00

She miss her online friend, Leo~
not sure why. .
out of sudden, she is missing those people that walk through her life. .
or should say people that she seen/talk before to?

she miss him. .
see him on dec!

(bear~) x 198 - A.Jin left KATTUN

2010-07-19T02:55:00.002+08:00

KAT-TUN just started their tour “KAT-TUN LIVE TOUR 2010 WORLD BIG TOUR” at the Tokyo Dome on the 16th, without Akanishi Jin. The president of Johnny’s Entartainment, Johnny Kitagawa showed up at the concert and talked about Jin. According to Kitagawa, there are plans for Jin to perform as a solo artist in the U.S next year, so there is no plan for Jin to go back to KAT-TUN for now.

However, the final decision on Jin’s official withdrawal from KAT-TUN will be made after his tour in the U.S. this fall.

Kitagawa said, “I’m only thinking about Jin’s success in the U.S. It’s not good if I spoil him by telling him ‘come back to KAT-TUN if you fail in the U.S.’ All I can do for him is to support whatever he wants to do in the U.S.”

Kitagawa also stated that there is no need to worry about KAT-TUN’s disbandment.

Source: www.tokyohive.com

KAT-TUN's Jin Akanishi (26) will officially graduate from the group later this year, it has been announced. During KAT-TUN's concert at the Tokyo Dome on Friday night, Johnny's Jimusho president Johnny Kitagawa said that the final decision will be made after Akanishi's U.S. tour this fall, but at this point it appears to already be guaranteed.

Since May, Akanishi has been in the United States, working on his solo career. He performed concerts in Los Angeles in June, and he has scheduled a 7-city tour for September and October. Kitagawa also revealed that Akanishi is already planning further concerts for 2011. Meanwhile, KAT-TUN has been continuing as a 5-member group, just as they did when Akanishi temporarily left in 2006 to study abroad.

Kitagawa explained that right now, the focus is only on Akanishi becoming successful in the U.S. He said that it would be too soft on Akanishi to let him return to KAT-TUN as a fallback if he doesn't succeed. It would also be unforgivable to KAT-TUN fans to have Akanishi dragging the group on, or returning the same way he did in 2007.

Kitagawa once again assured fans that KAT-TUN is not breaking up. Although the group's name is based on the initial characters of the members' names, it is said that Akanishi's "A" will be replaced by extending Kazuya Kamenashi's "K" to "KA." There are no plans to bring in a new member, as Kitagawa stated that there is no need to have six people in the group. He said that the five remaining members are currently doing fine without Akanishi.

Source: www.tokyograph.com/news/id-6357

(bear~) x 197

2010-07-18T02:26:00.002+08:00

congrats to those "roller" or people on L3 to be Senior CC. .
Oh well, fair or not fair, it depend on the BIG BOSS. .

anyway. .
Work so far so good. .
Nothing much happen. . Just finish the 7 days working days. .
Just for the sake of them changing her off day. .

Can anyone tell her what is Love?
Does it sound so great?
Why is people that are in Love making those single people feel so soul?
Can't they understand the feeling of a loner?
hmmmm. .
whatever. .

(bear~) x 196

2010-07-08T06:51:00.003+08:00

It's her off day!!
She didn sleep at all after her work! This is nuts!! LOL!!
Marathon from 4am till now~ weeeee~~

Anyway!
She can't wait for her pamphlet to arrive!!

She's wondering should she buy the photobook..
hmmmm... SHOCK!!!
LOL~~
Here's endless SHOCK URL if anyone interested~~
endless SHOCK 100th

anyway! Her sis bought her sims 3!! LOL!
As a advance birthday present (=.=)~

WORK

Her work is getting more and more %#$%^%%#@~
Not sure why those sup really #@%$&^@$~
why can't they just be "friendly"!!!!
Crap.. people she is close with at work is all different shift with her.. or different station..
ROAR!!!
Why can't those patron think that there are more S$50 than S$1000 in this country? Why is there a insist of getting that big note when the normal deposit $$ machine can't accept it? And DO YOU(s) ever throw your idiot bad temper at them(the staffs) ok! They are just do what they been told to do.
And the idiot upstair people! YOU all can happily sit in your office and shake leg, while C.C. downstair is selling the soul and getting scolded by all those patron. the C.C. is trying damn hard to cash out everything ok! Why can't YOU idiot understand?! PLUS! DO NOT COMPARE THIS COMPANY WITH THE OTHER COMPANY! If YOU freaking like the other one, get back there and stop wasting your time talking crap.

Anyway! She's heading to the Sky Park soooooooon!!!

(bear~) x 195

2010-07-05T05:13:00.002+08:00

back from work not long ago..
feeling a little shed on this job..
not sure why..
but..
somehow compare to the last job..
it seems more boring and tired..

those fun were no longer there..
whatever..

trying to save lots of money now..
just for the trip at dec to jan 2011~
will not say where is the venue but do really wanna go there!
pray real hard that she manage to go and relax~!

(bear~) x 194

2010-07-01T02:37:00.002+08:00

Update from new mac~

Went out and collect the mac~ still trying the way to get use to it..
lot's of things happen at work..
lot's of rumors passing around at work..

well if those rumors were really true..
it's unfair for the current staff..

whatever.. she just wanna get this job on hand and work till the day come..
the day.. it's not near and it's not far..

never had a laptop or macbook in her life..
this is her first time having her own macbook aka lappy..
hopefully everything goes well for her and she miss those olden days..

those olden days where she can play peek ah boo in the shop~
LOL!!

chaos then!

(bear~) x 193 from phone.

2010-06-24T02:48:00.000+08:00

It's been sometimes from the last post. Recently been occupied by work.

Now a days, she woke up, work, sleep and keep on repeating non stop. She miss her slacking moment..

just a turn it's almost July!! Counting down to December is getting nearer and nearer!!

Whatever.. Anyway! She love her darling!! The more she look at her darling, the more she throw her stress away. She love her darling much much!!

nothing much getting on, just wondering when is her macbook and iphone arriving..

she used to hate the apple. Now she is in love with the apple.

Adios people! Do leave a msg to let her know you visit her blog!

(bear~) x 192

2010-06-08T01:32:00.000+08:00

Life as a blogger..
The only place to speak out without having other people expression.

Been joining this company 3 months. All she know is work and work and more work. She didn't attend the secondary school gathering. She don have time to go shopping. To her.. Even if you give her off days, she would rather stay at home and rot. There's nothing much to buy or shop outside.

Her job, a little mistakes done, a huge flower given in the record. No one can understand the feeling.. Everyone is working so god Damn hard and yet a little mistake done or given is causing a Hugh flower given.
and.. Why can't you human be more understand.. Do not throw temper on anyone one! They are just doing what they are doing. Stop given those Farking idiot attitude okay! Everyone is just a worker for the company and not born to be a slave to serve you. So what if you are that rich? Idiots!

anyone wanna meet this poor blogger out? Her off usually is on Wed and Thurs.

Lastly, good bye and good morning to whomever chose not to leave down the name that is dropping by this area.

(bear~) x 191 via phone

2010-06-04T02:50:00.000+08:00

Went out with mum today.. Spent over 155 on kose product.. Do hope it will make her face better~

She finally watch koizora movie version.. After so long she finally manage to watch it. And yes.. Neverless.. She cried..
let she ask you(anyone that drop by).. What if one day someone you love is like the movie character?
For her.. She will cry and stay till the very last day with the loves one..
do cherish everything right infront of you..

Love..
why does this word sound like a stranger to her? Why can't she open up her heart and look out? What happen to her? What causes her to stop accepting people? Who causes her like this?
she is speechless.. Real sorry to those that wanna approach her but get ignore.. She didn't mean it.. It just that it's a little hard for her to accepting any new friend due to some accidents.. She doesn't wanna have "cold" jokes anymore..

all she can do is to buried herself in work and prepare to travel to Japan at the end of the year.

Welcome new country and good bye bad sorrow..

(bear~) happy birthday to Shohei!

2010-06-03T03:40:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to dearest Shohei~<3
Shall update more when using com.

(bear~) x 190

2010-05-28T01:23:00.002+08:00

Been working at the company almost 3 months. .
This 3 months. .
Lot's of things happen. .

Don't get it why do people seems so interest or their eyes went blink up once she told them where she work. .

Please do not act as if you think that job is easy. .
shut your mouth up. .

(bear~) x 189 - Yokoyama Yu's mother passed away .

2010-05-28T01:17:00.001+08:00

It was reported this weekend that Yokoyama Yu's mother passed away recently. From the news report it was very sudden as she was not suffering from any known illness and is suspected to be from a heart attack.

Yokoyama has decided to not cancel any of this work obligations so he will still perform his solo concerts and be part of the promotion for Kanjani8's upcoming single, Wonderful World.

Source : Never Ending Music Power

deepest condolences for yoko. .
May everything goes alright for him.

(bear~) x 188

2010-05-12T02:30:00.002+08:00

Hooray!!
2 days off.. oh well, actually left 1 day only..
Nvm!!
It's been almost a week that she post a normal update.
About her ATM, it's really not her day.

However~
recently receive tegomasu concert DVD and the latest new mini album :D
(photo will be up soon)
Gees!!
The concert is cool~ scan through the backstage~
To be surprise~ It include the footage of KoyaShige going to their concert!!!
It's totally a surprise for tegomasu!

Their new mini album hit song What If ... Disappeared From This World, it's a smooth and relax song~ It's still tegomasu~ :D
Strongly recommend What If ... Disappeared From This World !

What if someone important disappeared from this world?
What if I Love You disappeared from this world?

so many things could be disappeared in this world.
Have you ever thght of?

Oh yay!
She forgot to mention. . Last thursday!!
She had Sushi buffet with her colleague~ shall know as youngmaster and youngmdm~
It's pretty fun though they didn't really know each other that long. .
All of them just split out whatever rubbish in the conversation. .
Do really enjoy the buffet with them :D
Let's meet out and celebrate youngmaster big day if off days fallen the same ya!
(next month would be better)

Apparently. .
she missed her old days. .
After she enter this company. . The training and working start. .
She totally lose out all the time. .
All she can imaging is working working and working. .
Training training and more training. .
No one knows how her work + training feels like until they try it themself. .
It's does not look as easy you think it was. .
Everyday is a challenge for her. .
she met some nice friends over there. . But after the working days start. .
Everyone been posted to different area. .
The only time she can catch up is during the off or on work time, where they happen to passed by each other. . and all they said is hello and byebye. .
All she can pray is do hope the new roster able to put her and her buddy colleague working at the same time, same place.
and no more RC for her! she seems like an idiot when doing RC. .

tata! that's all!

(bear~) x 187

2010-05-05T10:57:00.002+08:00

SHE LOST HER ATM CARD AT HER WORK. . .

Someone took her ATM card away from the ATM Machine!!
The security couldn't find any card. .
Damn it!

Curse that bloody idiot that took or steal her card away!
If you are smart enough to steal a card in that "PLACE", bring it on!
She just go and check with the CCTV! ROAR!!!

(bear~) x 186

2010-04-30T01:30:00.001+08:00

It's getting more and more tired,
lesser time to online. .

however~ since she is bored. .
Here are two photo she took on 27th April~

Where is here?

A closer look~

Stated clearly~ it's Entry Levy!
2 of her friends is working at the entry levy~
So she is bored enough to visit them after work~
It's filled up with aunties and uncles. .

What makes her mad is there is a uncle ask her. .
If he buy the pass's here, can he go to the other casino and play?
Why can't he use the pass at the other casino?
UNCLE! YOU cannot see ah?! YOU are in XXX venue!
XXX and XXX are totally different COMPANY OKAY!
AND DOES SHE LOOK LIKE THE STAFF?!
She is WEARING CASUAL TEES OKAY!
So Many Uniform Staff over there! BLIND AH?!

And she didn't mean to Scold anyone ok!
What is the meaning of FAST?
IF you THINK you are FAST enough then Get the HELL out of the PLACE before the time's UP lah!
PLUS hello lah. .
Cutting Q and giving out all sort of FARKING attitude doesn't GIVE YOU THE RIGHTS TO BE that MEAN!
And! ALL OF THE HUMANS ALL THE SAME!
DO NOT TREAT ANYONE AS YOUR SLAVES!
STUPID FARKING ATTITUDE STUPID IDIOTS PEOPLE!

She just don't get it~
Why must human make difficulty for the other human?
After all, they are just workers or staffs that is being hired by the company.
They are doing their part and why can't the attitude be nice?
All she can say is IDIOTS!

(bear~) x 185

2010-04-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

Count down to the nightmare.

the coughing is not gettin better but worse.

people around her is changing everytime.

(bear~) x 184

2010-04-11T02:05:00.002+08:00

Things were mess up~
Suppose to go training at 11 today, yet get called up and change to next day. Not sure how they going to settle this. Do not touch the unpaid leave and do not replace the public holiday!

Anyway! Anyone seen before?
This are the STARWARS chopsticks

Went and collect one of the online stuff bought the other day~
familiar?

Promise to post this last time. .
It's FTI and BB at the Tour fair at EXPO~

Not sure today is her "lucky" day or what. .
It's like the whole full day, things just keep on changing last min. .
Totally a big joke for her. .

She is sick and her coughing is getting worse and worse. .
Shall update more when her other online stuff arrive :D

(bear~) x 183

2010-04-11T01:58:00.002+08:00

tegomasu NEW mini album

☆収録楽曲☆　
<初回盤>
01. 音色　
作詞：nami
作曲：大智, 伊橋成哉, 渡辺拓也
編曲：CHOKKAKU

02. もしも、この世界から○○がなくなったら　
作詞・作曲：MDP
編曲：近藤芳樹
ストリングスアレンジ：大坪直樹

03. ぼくらの空　
作詞：ヒロイズム, kafka
作曲：ヒロイズム
編曲：中西亮輔, ヒロイズム
コーラスアレンジ：知野芳彦

04. パスタ　
作詞：zopp
作曲：小松清人
編曲：石塚知生

05. チーター　ゴリラ　オランウータン　
作詞・作曲：Hacchin' Maya
編曲：近藤芳樹

06. 夜は星をながめておくれ　
作詞：Hacchin' Maya
作曲：ヒロイズム
編曲：h-wonder

★DVD収録内容＜39分収録＞
「もしも、この世界から○○がなくなったら」Music Clip
「七夕祭り」発売LIVEイベント 2009.7.6
七夕祭り/終わらないで/僕らしく/はなむけ/
片想いの小さな恋
★初回盤仕様
①16Pブックレット
②DVD付き

<通常盤>
01～06まで初回盤と同一曲

通常盤のみ収録
07. Chu Chu Chu！　
作詞：kafka
作曲：GARDEN
編曲：GARDEN, 中西亮輔
コーラスアレンジ：知野芳彦

★通常盤仕様
①12Pブックレット
②｢Chu Chu Chu！｣収録(初回盤未収録)

[Total-Time]　初回盤／通常盤とも未定

Suppose to post this long time ago, but due to busy training.

(bear~) x 182

2010-04-10T02:13:00.004+08:00

the coughing is getting worse. .

she doesn't wanna lost her voice!

Seen the Doctor and took her medi. .

meeting her online seller later on~
One of her item is here!!!
*Hooooray!!*

Just had a 2 marathon phone call chat not long ago~
1 is with weiling-chan~
2 is with her new friend sally-chan~

right after weiling-chan off the line, next minute sally-chan called up~

total time for both of them is actually 1hr 5Xmins. . LOL!
Almost 2 hour~

Time to sleep!

(BEAR~) - Happy Birthday to Tsuyoshi-kun!

2010-04-10T00:00:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Tsuyoshi~

To Tsuyoshi,
happy 31st birthday to you and officially join the 31st Club!
May every thing goes well and smile always!

(bear~) x 181

2010-04-09T03:30:00.000+08:00

it's been so long not updated. .
things is getting tighter and tighter. .

sore throat. .
coughing. .

the time is not fix. .

and it's getting tighter~

(bear~) x 180 -phone

2010-03-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

Rest day had change and it's getting more tight on the training..
notice the butt licker and the 2 snake heads.. Why must they act until like that? A min you are nice and ok, next min you turn to be mean and lick ppl butt..

you are the one that started the joke and yet you are the one acting serious when the others continue. Does the world belongs to you? Is it that important to act so nice infront of the big head? Idiots only.. Only know how to talk behind ppl back, laugh behind ppl back..
The butt licker.. Why so nice of you to chip yourself in with 2 snake? Same and idiots only.. Only know how to criticise ppl and fking hell off and lick the heads butt.. So in-need of getting high position then go lick the biggest head lah!

the action you two's are doing really make her sick of looking..
just don't step on this blogger tail! She will turn and bite it million times harder!

(bear~) x 179 (shoo off)

2010-03-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

Her life is turning up and down. .
Lot's of things happen around her. .

Her realize people around her at training is. .
Her sleeping time has totally change up and down. .
She can't have a proper day to rest and go out. .

Perhaps she really need to try her best in learning all things. .
Learn more and care less around her. .
she is really tired to live in the drama live. .
Some how, she doesn't know who is helping who is harming her. .
who is friendly to her and who is acting to her. .

She try so hard to avoid all this crap but somehow. .Why do people wear color specs to see people?

Humans. .
As expected. .
She have no rights to judge anyone of you. .
But please. . Do not step on her tail. .
She will thank you for that. .

For those that keep on bothering her. .
She is not YOUR FAMILY DOCTOR!
She also have a life. .

And she would appreciate for those that call her house when she is SLEEPING!
Stop calling up for meaningless things!
She don't care whether you are her relatives or friends or whomever. .
Call up for important things!

As the petals scatter, it was so beautiful. .
Even if I didn't know, maybe there was something I could have said. .

(bear~) x 178

2010-03-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey!

Here is a short update!

It's less than 1hour for her to prepare to go training~

Do hope everything goes well for her later on again!

Cheers and she miss a lot of people!!

Take care Minna-san!

And she strongly recommend NEWS - Sakura Girl

(bear~) x 177

2010-03-19T14:15:00.004+08:00

~Song of the day by this blogger~
NEWS
Sakura Girl

PV

Lyrics
Cherry blossoms

You were like cherry blossoms
Like spring, it was love
That feeling,
will follow me forever
It'll scatter and flutter down
as the breeze blows
And be taken away
Flutter away my cherry blossom,
(My cherry blossom)
Cherry Blossom

We bumped into each other in the classroom
Why was it all just meaningless conversation?
But for me, I won't ever forget it
Surely for the rest of my life

As the petals scatter, it was so beautiful
Even if I didn't know, maybe there was something I could have said

You were like cherry blossoms
Like spring, it was love
That feeling,
will follow me forever
It'll scatter and flutter down
as the breeze blows
And be taken away
Flutter away, my cherry blossom,
(My cherry blossom)
Cherry Blossom...

I couldn't say anything and you bade me 'farewell'
I had not accepted it
But, I couldn't see you in front of me anymore
Cast away in a million tiny pieces

Those momentary petals were so beautiful
Now they've become grey
And I don't want to hear them anymore

You were like cherry blossoms
Like spring, it was love
That feeling,
will follow me forever
It'll scatter and flutter down
as the breeze blows
And be taken away
Flutter away, my cherry blossom

You were like cherry blossoms
Like spring, it was love
That feeling,
will follow me forever
It'll scatter and flutter down
as the breeze blows
And be taken away
Flutter away, my cherry blossom
(My cherry blossom)
Cherry Blossom...

La La Love Cherry Blossom...

Here's the translation of the starting Yuya took out the letter. .

"Dear Yuya,

Sorry for writing this in a letter
Because if I saw your face, I'd definitely won't be able to say it
I think...it's better if we ended it.
Up until now, Thank you

Farewell."

credit to s2anthy @LJ for the translation

First, Yuya cried. .
Second, Keii with a key on table. .
Third, Ryo get slapped. .
Forth, Shige with a ring on table. .

the moment Yuya cried. . totally sour nose. .
Yuyaaaaa ~~ <3>

(bear~) x 176

2010-03-19T13:25:00.002+08:00

人気男性アイドルグループ「ＮＥＷＳ」メンバー、手越祐也さん（２２）が東京都港区内で乗用車を運転中、タクシーに追突する事故を起こしていたことが１９日、警視庁渋谷署への取材で分かった。手越さんと、タクシーの５０代の男性運転手にけがはなかった。

　同署によると、手越さんは今月１５日午後５時２０分ごろ、同区南麻布のコインパーキングから左折で都道に進入しようとしたところ、右方向から来たタクシーの左後部に追突した。

　手越さんは「タクシーが前に入れてくれると思って、進入してしまった」と話しているという。... See More

　手越さんはジャニーズ事務所所属のグループ「ＮＥＷＳ」のメンバーで、男性ボーカルユニット「テゴマス」としても活動。ドラマなどにも多数出演している

Tegoshi Yuya had a car accident. .
From what the report say. .
not too sure what it means .

(bear~) x 175 - from phone

2010-03-19T10:58:00.000+08:00

Wass up!
just have a long sleep and wass up!!
It's going to be a long week of night shift. . . . .

Watched nodame ytd! Before that. . Reach home around 7am, decided to buy mac and kfc breakfast. . And went out again. . Bought lot's of food back!!

After that, went and watch nodame at 10.50am. . The first part ending wasn't that nice. . Can't wait for the last part to be shown!!

One of her new friend at training there was out from the training. Due to something happen, do hope her friend will return back! Training without those laughter it's boring!

anyway! Anyone looking for her do sms her, but she only can reply you back when she's on break.

cheers and fighting!

(bear~) x 174 - from phone

2010-03-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

Aloha to all~~!
it's been so long she update her blog!!

anyone miss her? *laugh*
kindly ignore her madness.. She just have her 1st night shift last night. So she's kinda not to herself now.

things has change. The training is getting tougher and tougher. Unlike the past, she can't use her phone freely, but to keep on practice those stuff again and again.
Countdown to the o date is getting nearer and nearer. There's still lot's of things and lesson to learn. Almost everyday there's a assignments to complete.

gees.. Everything is going back to the old school.
she missed the old days working period..

add on: tegomasu releasing new mini album!!!

(BEAR~) X 173 - itouch

2010-03-09T22:43:00.003+08:00

finish 3 training and completed 2 assignment.
Everything is getting more and more tough than it is.

It's time for the official training tomorrow onwards.
Gambatte and hwaiting!

Ok, don't mind her. It's her personal space again.
Sometimes she wish there will be someone will fetch her after work.
Sometimes she wish there will be someone asking her how is her day?
Sometimes she wish there will be someone be there for her.
That someone. . Where are you?

(bear~) x 172

2010-03-08T21:45:00.004+08:00

Had her *R* interview today. .

Seems like it wasn't as easy as she thought it is going to be. .

Question that is being ask is so must harsh. .

Things to be declare is so much @#$@#$#. .

However, skipped the self-introduction because of the interview. .

went back to class to follow up the learning. .

It's fun and lecturer wasn't that boring. .

only is. . the time off wasn't that early than other classes. .

the other had 5pm off, while our's is 530pm. .

more to go and more to learn!

Countdown and pray hard she pass all things!

Adios minna-san!

(bear~) x 171

2010-03-08T21:40:00.003+08:00

Sakura Girl Cover release

Limited First Press Edition

Normal Press Edition

Grab your pre-order copy now if you haven!

Release date : MARCH 31,2010

(bear~) x 170 - from phone

2010-03-07T19:21:00.000+08:00

It's Sunday!!
had a early sleep yesterday and woke up super duper early.
(=_=)

after yesterday training, went down to ps and saw you're beautiful dvd is out!! Tempting to buy but shall wait cause not yet pay day!
However! Bought Super Junior concert at Japan one back!
Watch it this morning and went nuts.

next week training time is killing her!
All the way 7am..
shall see till then!
adios Minna!!

(BEAR~) X 169

2010-03-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Sleepy. .
seems like back to the school. .
Waking up early. .
Notes. .
Listen to "teacher". .
Assignment aka exam. .
Interview with "*R*" seems like Oral exam. .

Coulden't say there is no stress on this training. .
People around seems friendly but no one knows. .

Life is getting tight as the date is getting close. .

Fighting!

Sorry to those that wanna meet her up.
if wanna want find her, she shall see her time slot. .
and she will get back asap to you.
thanks.

(BEAR~) X 168

2010-03-02T21:57:00.001+08:00

Training officially started.

Time to get serious.

(BEAR~) - Happy birthday to Hongki~!

2010-03-02T21:38:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to HONGKI~!

Yappy!
It's HONGKI's Birthday!

hooray!! Congrats :D

(BEAR~) X 167

2010-03-01T22:33:00.003+08:00

it's impossible to reach the place at 7am. .

She need to do something about it. .

she KNOWS it!

She Need ADIDAS!
( impossible is nothing )

BUT this is Different!!

any kind person willing to drive her to training place?
she's willing to pay 20bucks per trip to the place. .
Just get her on time to the place. .
*cries*

(BEAR~) X 166 -itouch

2010-03-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

good bye slacking. .
hello stress. .

Brand new day and brand new place.
Yorushiku!

(BEAR~) X 165

2010-02-28T04:00:00.001+08:00

Firstly!
Not in a very mood due to some idiots that appear in her life.

She had enough of all this STUPID HUMANS!
What's the use of being a friend and now saying all shitting words?
Those that pop out once in a while in msn or sms,
Just because she doesn't like to meet out, all the words that came out from the bloody mouth or what SHITTING place is all crap!?
And wishing her Family go upstair within this year?
ha!
Everyone seems like want her and her family to visit upstair huh~
Idiots and Fark off!

TO the IDIOT -
She is being nice and not broad casting out YOUR NAME!!
You are just a LOSER that all of your friend will only PITY you!!
SORRY FOR YOUR PARENTS OF HAVING YOU AS THEIR CHILD.
DON'T LET HER SEE YOU OUTSIDE!
SHE DON'T INTEND TO SEE YOU ANYWAY!
YOU ARE ONE OF THE LOSER IN 2010 SHE PRESENT THIS AWARD AND SHE WILL MAKE SURE YOUR LIFE IS GOING TO SUFFER AND DO REMEMBER!
SHE IS KIND ENOUGH OF NOT BROADCASTING YOUR NAME OUT!

HELL OUT YOU IDIOT!

She just don't get it~
Just because she don't wanna meet out and all bloody dirty words can come out to shoot her. She did nothing wrong and all she get is that? Does you GUYS got to make her life so terrible?

Anyway~ SHE admit she is a terrible planner, and she doesn't not really know how to keep friendships!
She shall played this song to those LOSER!
U-KISS - Man Man Ha Ni~
Am i that easy?
AND!
DO NOT PISS HER OFF!

She has a BLOG!
And this is 1 of her BLOG!
She speak freely and whatever she wanna speak it's going to be all over this place! Whomever that did something or anything that occur to her! SHE will BLOG it out and bloody idiot that piss her off~ If she is willing NOT to broadcast your name, call yourself LUCKY IDIOT.

Call her no patience or short temper~
Whatever! This is her!
If you know her and you will know~
DO NOT JUDGE HER without KNOWING HER!

(BEAR~) X 164

2010-02-28T00:37:00.003+08:00

Jang Geun Suk
Fan Meeting Asia Tour 2010
in Singapore

Event name: 2010 Jang Keun Suk Asia Tour in Singapore

Date of venue : April 24, 2010

Place of venue : Rock Auditorium (1,200 seats)
Click here to see the venue

Ticket Opening : March 13, 2010

Ticket Price: VIP 250 SGD (100 seats)
Normal 168 SGD (1,100 seats)

GEES!
Once she saw the price. . totally out of her budget already. .
Sayonara GeunSuk-shii~
She shall see you on newspaper report. .
*cries*

(BEAR~) X 163

2010-02-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

AMIGO!
Like said in the previous post. .
Monday - Percy Jackson & the lightning theif
Tuesday - Valentine's Day
Wednesday - I Hate Valentine

Due to some problem caught up, movie were switch on Tues and Wed. .
Wore the wrong heels on Wed and causes the poor two feet grow water bubble. . and yesh. . she will never wear that heels again! *cries*

Anyway!
Had fun on Tues and Wed, thanks a lot to weiling-chan and popcorn-shii~

Not long ago, a mystery guest tag her and ask her to accompany. .
And she shall known that person as Lazy!
Funny and more Lame topic were talked in between. .
Do hope Lazy will get over those sadness and maybe one day a msg were send back with happiness(?)~ Lazy is a person that. . how do she say. .
Perhaps Liana-jie will know about it?

Lazy is the first person that they talked, and till now Lazy will still be in their life. Lazy is not that kind of person which have in relationship and will dump the friendship. Although she used to think that Lazy will be that kind of person. . So she never talked about Lazy or whatever. However perhaps Lazy is a Libra and same age as her, so it's more easy to communicate?
trust her Lazy! You are a not bad person and how do she say. . hmm. . don't look down on yourself ok~ You are much much more better than someone that is no longer in her life!
Cheers and you are still young( like what Liana-jie said)

She don't get it why things are so complicated!

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2010-02-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

~Song of the day by this blogger~
Brown Eyed Girls
Sign

PV

Lyrics
Can't breath, it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot, Heart hurts, it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Time goes Tic toc and flies by Tic Toc. Can you hear my Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

dot dot dot dot dot, Please just dot dot dot dot dot look at me for one last time
I once shined but now I am different. And I couldn't say anything dot dot dot dot dot

It's me- the one who's crying like a fool
I'm in the dark room all day and all night and it's not alright
Why can't you understand my heart
My heart tightens as time passes

My Eyes squeezing tears out
I am scared that this is the end, so please save me.

Can't breath, it's a Mayday dot dot dot dot, Heart hurts, it's a Mayday dot dot dot dot dot
Time goes Tic toc and it flies by Tic Toc. Can you hear my Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

dot dot dot dot dot I have a lot to say dot dot dot dot dot so please listen
And don't pretend you don't know about the day I've lost everything dot dot dot dot dot

Do you know how I feel and I've confessed countless times
And the love sign I gave you. Did you get my sign? sign?
I need you to get back up. Without you I have worry syndrome.
Don't neglect me, I want you by my side, side

Shivering lips and my heart which won't last much
And I'm too scared that it might stop, so please save me.

Can't breath, it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot, Heart hurts, it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Time goes Tic toc and it flies by Tic Toc. Can you hear my Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

Your memories within me and I hold my breath and endure it.
Please, you know I will crumble without you

Can't breath it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot, Heart hurts it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Time goes Tic toc and it flies by Tic Toc. Can you hear my Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot (Please)

Can't breath it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot, Heart hurts it's a Mayday, dot dot dot dot dot
Time goes Tic toc and it flies by Tic Toc. Can you hear my Sign, Sign, dot dot dot dot dot

Song by Brown Eyed Girls~
Notice this song recently and it really caught her attention!
She only know Narsha because of Stars Golden Ball challenge. .

Anyway! It's a nice song, look at the lyric, does it remind anything?
She actually having sour feeling before finding the lyric. .
The girls really sing well and after knowing the lyric. .
The tears just flows. .

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2010-02-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

Woke up early again!
Slept at 5am? and woke up at 9am. . Cause heading down to the doll house!
Bought Richt at 50% off!! muahaha~
people that know about her, she is doing a collection of NEWS~
At the moment only Yuya and Yamapi is "born"~
Who will the new doll be?
Let's just keep on guessing till the day the photos are out!

After Dollies house! Head down to GV!!
Watched Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief!
It's AWESOME!

Logan aka PERCY JACKSON~ he is so charming, cute blah blah~!!
Favorite Quote : This is a pen. . This is a PEN!

She is totally highing over this 18 years old boy! Second movie will be coming out on 2012~ The second story of Percy Jackson! <3>Anyway! another movie dates later on!!
"I Hate Valentine", oh well, won this tickets from MTVasia~
and here's the best part!
She WON another movie tickets!!!!
It's from teens and the movie is "Valentine's Day"!
isn't this the best thing? _|_(=_=)_|_
Love and Hate Valentines in a row?!

Meeting weiling-shii for "I Hate Valentine" later on!!
And meeting popcorn-shii for "Valentine's Day" on Wednesday!!
yay!! Finally meeting popcorn-shii again!
\(^_^)/

AND YES!
She is so going to agree with that PERSON!
She has the LUCK of winning TICKETS !!
(after so many years. .)!

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2010-02-22T03:45:00.001+08:00

sleepy. .
tired. .
snoring. .

Been sleeping at 3am - 5am. .
woke up around 9am - 11am. .

She need more time. . 24hours is not enough!
why!?
and she should just play back her online game during her slacking and rotting at home time! She only have few days left!!

Anyway!
She won movie tickets!! Yahoo!!
AWESOME!!
And yesh! thinking back of someone said before!
The person said that she is GOOD at winning tickets!
and YESH!
Indeed she is!

Movie movie~~

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2010-02-20T03:20:00.000+08:00

FT LOVE!
okay!
It's a love for those boys now~ don't ask her why!
looking @ hongki-shii old photo ( the orange hair )
it's so silky! How he maintain that well?!
It's like their hair is like fur wig. .
SHE LOVE THEIR HAIR!!

it's CNY and nothing much to say. .
ten years and it's still the same. .

weiling-shii bought her itouch (^_^)v
*cheers!!*

She decided to dye her hair to other color!

Translation from the book - Confession of Love

Page 4

Thank you. . Someone will remember me. .
Happiness. . Someone will think of me. .
That's why i always thank you. .

Page 4.5

If you are talking to someone else,
I will take a notice on you,
Just curious what you will talk about,
somehow my heart will slightly in pain and jealous. .
Could it be because i love you?
If one person want the thing badly,
Different expression will be shown up.
It's strange right?
the day where i start to fall in love on you,
Just to gain your attraction,
I tried so hard. .
You don't know right?
only you don't know. .

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2010-02-20T02:45:00.004+08:00

UKISS lover take a look!

Latest photo shoot~ :D

Kevin! Alex! Eli! Dongho!
ok~
Agree what Ash said earlier on. .
who do artist hair always maintain that GOOD?!

Alex hair is a drool for her!
Kevin hair is silky @_@~ <3

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2010-02-14T07:06:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!!!

Didn't sleep whole night so you are looking at a panda post now!

Let's see. . .
Last year new year she is still working at smc and blah blah blah~

can't remember much but all she can say is her eyes are shutting down!!

Lastly again!!
Happy new year to all that pop by! Love ya!

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2010-02-12T20:29:00.002+08:00

NEW RELEASE

NEWS

Sakura Girl

Release Date 2010/03/24

First Press:

Single release from NEWS featuring spring song with Sakura (Japanese cherry) theme. Includes three songs and a cappella version of "Sakura Girl." Limited edition includes 2-side 4-page jacket, six alternate jackets. Also includes ID number for download Sakura version illustration movie for mobile phone (ID number is valid only in Japan).

Normal Press:

Single release from NEWS featuring spring song with Sakura (Japanese cherry) theme. Includes three songs and Karaoke of "Sakura Girl." Regular edition includes 3-side 6-page jacket.

First Press:
1.Sakura Girl
2.UNTITLED
3.Love Melodies
4.Sakura Girl (a cappella)

Normal Press:
1.Sakura Girl
2.UNTITLED
3.Love Melodies
4.Sakura Girl (Original Karaoke)

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2010-02-12T01:07:00.000+08:00

She went for the operation yesterday. .
her right eye is semi close, red blooded, few blue black around the eye area(appearing soon).

tired and her right eye is in pain. .

heading to collect the final salary, do hope they nv strike 2 line. .

실례했습니다!
안녕히 추무세요!!

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2010-02-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my dear sister!!

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2010-02-10T18:47:00.004+08:00

S.E.O.U.L

She want the poster!!

One of the poster~

Group

Don't mind her, when she saw the contest, she totally went nuts. .
total there is 5 design~
1 group which shown above. .
The other are couple poster~
why don't have Ryeowook and Leeteuk (T_T)

here's the other 4 poster!!!

Jessica-shii and Sungmin-shii
(LOVE THIS!! Sungmin!!!!)

Siwon-shii and Taeyeon-shii

Sunny-shii and Shindong-shii

Kyuhyun-shii and Seohyun-shii

Feel free to take those picture~
Does you notice? Their color is like the 4 season color. .

Enjoy!

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2010-02-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

Gees!

didn't know there are so many artist from Korea is coming to S'pore again!
amazing!

Junsu from TVXQ/DBSK/THSK is coming with his twins bro!
Junho~ haaa~ just know this not long ago!
ok! You all might know this long long long time ago. .
She's not a updated person! Simple and easy!

Anyway!!
Can Japan artist come here?!
The last Japanese artist that came is Misia!
Hello?! Sistic?! or any other?!
Perhaps even if you bring HEY!SAY!JUMP! she will go also!

Anyone!!
Any BIG SPONSOR?!
Care for Jpop fans??

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2010-02-10T00:15:00.003+08:00

Amigo to all~!
Was on msn with Kaya-shii not long ago!
Welcome aboard Kaya-shii to FT Island world~

anyway!
Dig out a old video of TVXQ~
Which she love to re-watch millions of times!

Please click here

Dangerous Love by TVXQ~
Enjoy the video! :D

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2010-02-09T01:15:00.004+08:00

*yawn*

had a terrible and FUN day!
woke up late and supposed to meet weiling-chan @ 11am,
yet she overslept and reached the venue @11.18am. .
"sorry sorry"~

Lot's of things not handed up due to her careless mistake!
But lucky it could be emailed over to them~
*phew*

Went over to PS and bought CI version of SuJu concert @ P.K.~
Not yet watched but should be nice~ Since it's SUJU!

Her NEWS winter concert watched half way,
she only manage to complete 1st disc~
*cries*

Anyway!
manage to saw weiling-chan shifu @ PS~
And it's a fun time!

Recently~

She know a new friend!
popcorn!! (that's a nickname!)
She know popcorn not long ago and she is thankful to popcorn!
thanks for teaching her Korean :D

shall see popcorn someday when both of them time slot is okay!

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2010-02-09T00:27:00.003+08:00

J time!!

anyway~ pretty sure everyone saw dear Massu new hair?

Potato 03/2010

As seen, this is old Massu hair~!

TA-DA~!

WINK UP 03/2010

Actually there's still DUET and more from WinkUp~
Only uploaded few picture~

Anyway!
Massu new hair seems awesome to her!
Nice try Massu! You do look great and still CUTE!
But a little reflect of Yuya on you (>_<)~
Can't blame! Because they are tegomasu! *laugh*

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2010-02-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

Done with those forms that need to been filled up. .

Shall go back tomorrow and pass back to them. .
do hope everything goes well!
and she have weiling-chan accompany her!!
hooray!! let's go window shopping ya!

call her bored or what. .
she actually visited www.rotten.com. .
this web. . if you like those murder gross stuff. .
you can visit, but if no, please do not go at your own risk!

She had a weird dream. .
despite Percy call her name once saw her in the dream. .
Percy actually call up a guy name @ her. .
and the guy name is someone she know. .
don't ask her why Percy call that person name @ her, and keep on asking about that guy things in her dream. . when she woke up, she is full of question marks. .

Anyway!
a big thanks to whomever that "donated" the helps that she needed. .
If! Anyone call up and ask about her. .
Please be nice! LOL~ She will treat big stuff back if she pass the test!
haa!

Adios and countdown to CNY + STUPID V day! LOL~~~

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2010-02-07T03:29:00.001+08:00

it's late night~

She is drowning herself @ tvN

Watching 2000's Best Performance of MKMF~!

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2010-02-07T03:26:00.002+08:00

can't stop laughing at those boys. .

JANG GEUN SUK, LEE HONGKI, JUNG YONG HWA DANCING

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2010-02-06T01:50:00.002+08:00

okay~ here's a laugh!
This video is intro by weiling-shii~

you can see how the boys are when they are sleeping.
Love it when Hongki-shii wore his spect!!

Musical HONG GIL DONG
Photoshoot and Interview - YESUNG, SUNGMIN (SUPER JUNIOR)

*scream*
The drama version is acted by Jung Geun Suk!!
The prince that become the emperor(?)

ok! can't stop screaming because it's Geunsuk ok!
haa! ok! enough of the drama version~
LOL~

And now! yay!!
Yesung and Sungmin is playing!
Musical version!!!
Yesung will be acting as GeunSuk character which is the prince(?)
While Sungmin is Gil Dong!!
This is she's guessing from what they dress from the video~

can't wait to see if anyone loaded!! haa!!
no wonder Sungmin didn't cut his hair! haaa!!

Super Junior - Super Girl & Sorry Sorry
[2010 Seoul Music Awards]

Not full members, but at least it's a love!
haaa!
3 of her Darlingsss were there and she is happy!

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2010-02-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

amigo!!

Tired~! later 6pm need to go a place that decide the japan trip hope.
Do hope everything goes well and she manage to handle.

Went to plaza ytd and went in laser fair. Saw a ex-smc staff working over there. But didn't went up and say hello because not close with her. Plus she didn't reconizge this blogger anyway!

Nite.
She pray to the star and hope everything goes well for the "important" case.

Adios

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2010-02-03T00:00:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday to KyuHyun~

yay~ Happy birthday to KyuHyun oppa!
You are the first SUPER JUNIOR that she wish~!
All thanks to your song~ she will take note of you~!
Fighting KyuHyun oppa!

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2010-02-03T00:00:00.007+08:00

~Song of the day by this blogger~
AQUA
My Mamma Said

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Lyrics
We dreamed a dream - woke up and lived it
We had the music in our hands
The drops of rain - became a river
And now it's time to end this dance
- So thank you

My mamma said that the best thing in life
Was getting me
And love somebody higher than anything
else in this world, baby
My mamma said she would give her
life up for me

My mamma said that the worst thing in life
Is getting used
to love somebody higher than anything
else in this world, baby
Knowing you're going to
Knowing you're going to - lose it all

Mamma don't leave - don't go
Don't run - don't hide - don't cry
Don't ever feel scared now
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling protons - all vibrations
Circling neutrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

Mamma hold on - give in - let go
Release yourself from everything out there
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

okay! This song totally hook her up!
She caught this song on Monday @MTV. .
she is totally highing on it~
Enjoy!!

(BEAR~) X 142

2010-02-01T18:50:00.001+08:00

SHINee Autograph session

Venue : Lot 1 Cinema Level 5
Situation Outside Roof Garden

Fans that keep on screaming "Let us in"~

Venue : Took from Lv 5
Viewing Down to Lv 4 (outside Action City & National Library)

Fans that is being trapped downstair @ Level 4

And here's the boys~

Venue : Roof Garden
Guest : SHINee

(look @ Minho hair!!)

Actually the "strong wind" kinda made their hair mess up
(look @ JongHyun,MinHo and Key)
- They keep on "styling" their hair not to mess up

(look @ JongHyun,MinHo and Key again)
JongHyun make a quick flip on his hair~
MinHo face down to avoid another wave~
Key just use his hand and press down his hair to get mess up~

*it's kinda amazing that Onew and TaeMin doesn't mess up their hair!*

Onew bend down, Key waving~
SHINee get ready down the stage for Autograph session~

End

okay. . what can she say. .
This is the worse Autograph session she had ever been!

Some that Q overnight doesn't get the chance for autograph,
while some the came @ 1pm manage to get signed off. .

Shall not talked much about this horrible Autograph session!

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2010-01-31T02:09:00.003+08:00

Back from Clarke Quay~
Watch LiangWenYin showcase not long ago~

Uploaded some photo :D

Enjoy~

anyway. . short update. .
It's 2.18AM right now. .
and there are actually 6XX++ fans @ Lot 1 now~
names were taken down so there won't be cut Q-ing?

They made the rules, and break the rules~

What a nice thing huh~

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How Do You Sleep?

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